"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone."-Audrey Hepburn

Saturday, July 9, 2011

If only...

Blogging at three am? Why not?
I'm super tired, but hyped at the same time. Don't ask how that works because I'm not really sure.
It's been almost a month since I've blogged. A lot has happened. Ok, so not a lot, but it feels like a lot.

Ah. Anyway ever feel like whenever you talk no one listens? I've had that feeling for over a month now
I can't shake it.
I also feel like how I feel doesn't really matter to those around me at all. Also something I've felt
like for over a month.
Seriously what is wrong with me?
I know, I know only I can control how I feel, but sometimes I don't want that to be the answer.
Sometimes I wish people would at least try to pretend (yeah, I'd take pretending for now) to hear
what I'm saying.
Apparently I'm in a funk.
Hopefully I shake it soon.

I'm on this musical kick at the moment. I love listening to them. Surprisingly I always find
a song that I feel like I relate to so much. Right now it's 'If Only' from the The Little Mermaid.
It's a wonderful song. I love it. I feel like it really just kind of explains how I feel about everything.

'Can't you see the way I ache behind my smile?'