If only...

Blogging at three am? Why not?

I'm super tired, but hyped at the same time. Don't ask how that works because I'm not really sure.

It's been almost a month since I've blogged. A lot has happened. Ok, so not a lot, but it feels like a lot.

Ah. Anyway ever feel like whenever you talk no one listens? I've had that feeling for over a month now

I can't shake it.

I also feel like how I feel doesn't really matter to those around me at all. Also something I've felt

like for over a month.

Seriously what is wrong with me?

I know, I know only I can control how I feel, but sometimes I don't want that to be the answer.

Sometimes I wish people would at least try to pretend (yeah, I'd take pretending for now) to hear

what I'm saying.

Apparently I'm in a funk.

Hopefully I shake it soon.

I'm on this musical kick at the moment. I love listening to them. Surprisingly I always find

a song that I feel like I relate to so much. Right now it's 'If Only' from the The Little Mermaid.

It's a wonderful song. I love it. I feel like it really just kind of explains how I feel about everything.

'Can't you see the way I ache behind my smile?'

Positive note: HARRY POTTER IN SIX DAYS!