"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone."-Audrey Hepburn

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Day 6: Favorite superhero and why

He is the man.
How could not love Batman?
Honestly, I think I love him more because Christian Bale
played him, but whatevs. Batman is hot.
His sidekick is a little cute too. :)
Batman is my favorite because I used to watch these cartoons when I was little before I went to school
and let's face it his theme song kicks spidermans theme song in the teeth. Does whatever a
spider can? Puh-lease.
Go Batman.

Friday, May 27, 2011

Day 5: A picture of somewhere you've been

The happiest place on Earth.
I love Disneyland. Love it.
It makes me happy to be there.
There were other pictures, but it seem like this one was the best choice.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Day 4: A habit you have that you wished you didn't

It took my a while to figure out what it is about myself that I wish I could change. I ran through just about everything and finally settled on one thing. I over think EVERYTHING. It's ridiculous. One small thing suddenly becomes some terrible thing. It's an awful habit. I'm trying to so hard to change it, but sadly it's coming along slowly. Over thinking things gets you no where in life and can give you some serious heart burn (I know this from experience!). It's just silly to work yourself up thinking about all the things that could happen. Nothing good comes from it. Slowly, but surely change is coming. This habit hopefully will be kicked by the end of the year. Yay for me.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Day 3: A picture of you and your friends

Sigma. Of course! I don't know where I would be in my life without some of these girls! I love them all. They are an amazing group of girls. I'm really lucky to have such an awesome sorority.

Have we covered the topic of me being a wimp yet? Oh man. There's something I want to do so bad, but sadly I lack the courage, nerve whatever you want to call it to do it. Yeah, I'm a chicken. Who knows though maybe one day I'll stop thinking about what could happen and just do it. Bleh. It's waaaaaayyyy too late to over analyze things. Boo. Goodnight blogger world!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Day 2: The meaning behind your blog name.

It really does not take a genius to figure it out.

1. I'm a redhead.
2. I ramble.

Today was the day! I saw someone who means a lot to me and yeah after two years...I'm still ridiculously awkward. Good to know nothing has changed since, well, high school. The boy makes me nervous. Really nervous. Don't ask why, maybe it has something to do with the fact that there was a point in time where he knew just about everything about me and well I have a major crush on him. Yeah that might have something to do with it. Meh. I'm awkward guess I should just embrace it rather than fight it.
In case you were wondering though...he looked really good. ;)

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Day 1: Recent picture of yourself and 15 random facts


1. I'm terrified of the dark.
2. I've changed my major six times.
3. I've never dyed my hair.
4. I have a love/hate relationship with my cell phone.
5. I love football. A lot.
6. I love going to the zoo.
7. I love flip flops.
8. I hate sleeping in socks.
9. I have a habit of forgetting what I'm talking about.
10. I love to watch disney movies.
11. I love to take pictures, but hate having my picture taken.
12. I am not a morning person.
13. This year I've been through three phones already.
14. I love Harry Potter. Judge away.
15. Is a secret. If you're lucky I might tell you.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

30 Days

I found this again:

Day 1: Recent picture of you and 15 random facts about yourself
Day 2: The meaning behind your blog name
Day 3: A picture of you and your friends
Day 4: A habit you have that you wished you didn't
Day 5: A picture of somewhere you've been
Day 6: Favorite superhero and why
Day 7: A picture of someone/something that has had the biggest impact on you
Day 8: Short term goals for this month and why
Day 9: Something you're proud of in the past few days
Day 10: Songs you listen to when you're sad, happy, mad, hyped up, bored
Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12: How you found out about blogger and why you have one
Day 13: A letter to someone
Day 14: A picture of you and your family
Day 15: Put your ipod on shuffle-first 10 songs that play
Day 16: Another picture of yourself
Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18: Plans/Dreams/Goals that you have
Day 19: Nicknames you have and why you have them
Day 20: Someone you love
Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23: Something you crave a lot
Day 24: Your last five facebook status'
Days 25: What I would find in your bag
Day 26: What you think about your friends
Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28: A picture of you last year and one from today, how have you changed since then
Day 29: In the past month what have you learned
Day 30: Your favorite song

and I decided what the heck.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

...I will make sure to keep my distance....

For the first time in two years I'm not going to school for the summer. I feel like such a slacker. Oh well, I deserve a break every once in a while right?  Eh. School is just one of those things that sadly seems like it's going to be a part of my life forever. Bleh. Whatevs, it's (almost) summer so 'nuff said about school.

I've ever so slowly become addicted to a Christina Perri song. Distance. Yes, I'm currently listening to it while I blog. Best. Song. Ever. Ok, maybe it's the whole album that I'm in love with, but this song is just amazing. Twenty-five times it's played (so far) on itunes...yeah it's a keeper.

Anyway can I just say that technology and I are not friends. At all. I've managed to completely break my old laptop so who knows how in the world I'll get all the pictures and music (which I must say is the most important!) off of the stupid thing. It won't even turn on. Bleh it's been like a month since I've put new music on my ipod, that might not even seem like a big deal to some people, but that is kind of how I get through my work day. Whatevs. At least the new laptop works.

Now for a little bit of a rant. Hey at least I warned you before just jumping right into it right?
Anyway lately I've been feeling extremely frustrated with how things in my life have turned out. Don't get me wrong I do have a lot to be extremely grateful for, but in some situations I can't help it. I get frustrated with people or things that happen and I can slowly feel myself withdraw from them. I'm not the type of person who is really great at expressing how they feel. So I stole a quote off of a dear friends blog that I think totally sums up how I am a lot of the time.
"Have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just break down at home in your room? Your parents don't know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don't know because you talk as if you're fine. Well you're not fine, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don't bother telling them. You
bottle it up, and store it with the other problems or troubles"
Lately I feel like a lot of things are just getting stored on the shelf. I guess you say something on the list of things to accomplish this year is to finally master a way to express myself. Cross your fingers. We'll see how well that pans out for me.
Lucky for me though I have amazing friends, who just seem to understand me even when I'm being incredibly complicated and really dumb.
You know who are. Thanks.
Can I just say that Sunday I'm going to see someone I haven't seen in a very long time. I'm slightly nervous because me+awkward situations=nothing good.
Also, part of the problem may be that I feel so awkward because this person means a great deal to me.

Sunday, May 15, 2011


In case you all have failed to check your calendars recently it's May!!!!!! Thank goodness! Yes I have been waiting for May to decide to roll around since September. Why you ask? Someone comes home this month. In three days to be exact and when you're counting down for something have you ever noticed that the days seem to drag on and on? I think this is why I try really hard not to count down to things, but this event is kind of important because this person is amazing....really amazing. :)

That's really all I have to say right now because it's all I can think about! Yeah, I'm just a little giddy about it.  

So one of my darling friends wanted to blog too....here's what she had to say: 

Dear Kelcey's followers,
This is Jesika May, one of Kelcey's besties and I am here to inform you all of something. It's something you may like to call "love" but i call it when a person finds someone who is equally as weird as them and they fall in a mutual weirdness-step together. It's a crazy, a love virus that infects the world. Yes, its a good virus...for some... and sometimes... but sometimes the symptoms before the goodness, we want to avoid at all costs. That's how we feel today. Yep! Oh the rambles. I could go on, on, on, and on some more but Kelc is getting impatient. Also, you don't drop the y in her name and add an IE when you make it plural or possesive. Just a little fyi for the blogging world. Anyways, peace! If you have your mutual weirdness liking partner, fabulous! If not, good luck in finding them!

Peace, love, and happiness,
Jesika May

P.S don't drink a lot of red bull. it can make you sick. very sick. ask kelc. she can tell you all, ALL, all about it!