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School. 3 more weeks of torture. Honestly I feel like this semester will kill me. I have no motivation to go to class and listen to the random ramblings of some dude. Who hasn't been there right? Next semester though I don't give myself any breaks either. 20 credits. Yeah I thought it sounded fun to kill myself for a degree. Oh well I guess I'm just closer to that ever so special degree that I'm still not really sure what I'm going to do with. Bleh enough about school, it's enough to make one depressed.


Now onto a topic that just makes me smile. Sigma. LOVE IT. I don't think I can say that enough. People ask me what I'm doing with my life. I mention Sigma and they look at me like I've suddenly grown two heads. Really people? I know totally not what you'd think I'd be doing joining a sorority but, it's super fun and the girls I'm surrounded by are just the kind of people that I do need to surround myself with. They truely are amazing individuals. Only one problem with this whole sorority thing. Dances. Don't get me wrong I LOVE to dance. It's the whole "Ok find a boy to ask to the dance". Really? Oh wait. It has to be face to face. I really struggle with conversation face to face with the opposite sex. I'm just waaaaayyyy to shy to do that. Needless to say I signed up saying I'd go then had a fantastic thought "who in the crap am I going to ask????" I guess that's kind of an important question to consider before you decide to go somewhere that requires a date. Whatever I figured I'd find someone to go with no problem it was still a month away. Sooo I did. I found someone I deemed enough fun to take. The problem? Asking him. I didn't want to. I wanted to go with him, but not ask him. Yeah don't ask how I thought that was going to work for me because I have no idea. Anyway due to a lack in judgement I mentioned to some friends that I wanted to ask this person to Winter Formal. Oh my. Bad idea. I had to deal with "That's great! Look he's right there go ask him now!!!" Yeah sorry ladies. I sooo don't work that way. Plus I'm stinking shy. I put off asking him for a few days. Then come Friday I sort of realized I need to ask him or ask someone else. So I asked him. Although now I totally understand where the term "knocking knees" comes from, shy people like me having to do something like that. I just hope no one noticed how badly I was shaking while doing it. Other than my wonderful awkward moments having to ask ridiculously hard questions like that, Sigma is fantastic. I don't think I can say that enough. No, it's more than fantastic and more like an answer to a prayer. :)(:


Now that I've wasted an hour doing this instead of my essay for my nazi teacher...I feel it was a vey productive hour. :)